i heart this sorta thing :)

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the big 2-0

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TEALO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
(and many more...that hopefully i am present for)

G.L.M

Girls Like Me written By Mary Chapin Carpenter


Girls like me aren't hard to find
We grow like roses on the vine
And wear our hearts on our sleeves
You probably know a girl like me

We live alone and in our heads
We eat standing up or in our beds
Guilt and fear merge easily
In the quiet souls of girls like me

And loneliness is like a cold
Common and no cure we're told
We take to bed perchance to dream
In the blue light of the TV screen

Girls like me like summer light
A cold beer on a summer night
And boys who aren't afraid of what they see
Inside the eyes of girls like me

And hopefulness is like a drug
It makes a girl believe in love
And if somehow you love us back
We think there's something wrong with that

Girls like me aren't hard to trust
Your deepest secret's safe with us
And when it's time we set you free
You can always count on girls like me
It's good to know a girl like me
You used to love a girl like me

** i wont set things free that ask to stay**

longer goodbyes...

SUCKED saying goodbye to my friends. tears tears tears. i miss u guys so much already. teal got a few tears outta me. and then laura and tate just broke me down.

so...said goodbye to my roommate (haylee) yesterday. that was really sad. i honesty could not have a had a better roommate. i did manage to not cry in front of her. yeah me. (ok so i cried when i got into the dorm room...but come on, it was SOO empty. laura, tate, and haylee all gone. nothin but an empty room and me..u woulda cried too)

had a great last day in williston tho. hung out with lori, nathan, and bobby. they 'helped' me finish packing (and by help i mean bobby and nate threw bouncie balls around the room and at me and lori...haha) then we went to lori's and road her dads golf carts! haha, we played tag. but the boys are fat (haha, jk guys) so lori and i were way faster. and lori has skill on a golfcart, wow. minus the freezing cold weather (we couldnt feel our hands...at all) , what lori and i believe was hail, tryin to dodge chunks of flying mud (cheeks and tongues are vulnerable targets), almost being tagged into a ditch full of ice cold ditch water, and coming very close to being runover by a bus full of fieldtrippers, it was a great time. (okay actually, those things made it a better time)

then came sayin goodbye. not a good time. like, 3 rounds of hugs. and lori and i cried, crappage lori! it was soo sad sayin goodbye to you! those 3 went to mcdonalds to eat, i went thru the drive thru...i was cryin when i tried to order, the guy was like "um...could u repeat that?" haha oops. so i called nate while i was waitin for my food and i was like 'i dont wanna go!' i was supposed to leave at 5 to meet my family in minot...at 7 i called my mom and told her i was stayin one more night. haha...then i took my food from the drive thru in to eat with them :)

so last night lori, bobby, nate, cory, and me ended up goin to the drive-in. fever pitch and amittyville horror were both playing. id seen both...but oh well. it was fun :) even tho i fell asleep during amittyville. i was tired ok, back off. emotionally drained

who woulda thought i'd have that much trouble leaving williston? seven months ago, i hated it. but i finally departed at 9:45 this morning. sad times

the best of times
and the best of friends
come to mind
as this year ends
-anon.

as long as we have memories,
yesterday remains
as long as we have hope,
tomorrow awaits
as long as we have friendship,
today is beautiful
-anon.

and in the mornin i'm leavin....

well its happening. i hated this place so much nine months ago. who woulda thought it would kill me to leave...i had a huge thing all planned out to write in here. but i think i'm just gonna go with something kinda short and sweet. (on here neway...they'll be more indivually you guys.)

just know that this place would not be tolerable with all of you. each one of you means more to me then i probably let u know. i'm sorry if i ever take u guys for granted...this summer is goin to show me how important you all are, and what a huge part of my life you are. u have no idea how much i'm goin to miss ya'll

so, with that said...here's to what turned out to be a spectacular year spent with the greatest people i've ever met :)


The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung


Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you.
-"Cheers"

I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time. -Hobbes (Calvin and…)

whats the meaning of this?

okay so i couldnt think of a title, so i just used one of the records on my wall :) so lets see, whats new...

yesterday we had volleyball of course, seeing as it was wednesday. it was "teton/coyote fun day"...meaning that the teton (college) vb team played the coyote (highschool) vb team and then they played games with the kids. shoulda been good clean fun right? but nope. the game got all intense and competitive. just a total lack of sportsmanship. it was kind of sad cause it was supposed to be for the kids. i was linejudging, and i was embarrassed cause a lot of parents were there and these 3rd and 4th graders are watching. idk, it just wasnt right.

but after that we all went to the baseball game. that, was a good time. we missed the first game cause of vb. but the second game was exciting. we were down 9-7 goin into the bottom of the 5th... and we (the fans) got so into it. heckling the pitcher and just yelling and yelling (sidenote: tate rocks hard at heckling...haha) so neway, i think runners were on like, 1st and 2nd. 2 outs. and the dawson pitcher doesnt even pitch to dereck - just gives him the base so he can pitch to nevan. cause nevan hadnt been hitting that great yesterday. so its do or die for nevan. either he gets out, game over, or he gets something accomplished. HAHA and nevan crushes the ball...double...3 runs score. we win. it was great. good times

then we came back here and were gonna play some vb. tate and i ran to walmart quick and when we got back the girls were like "we're gonna play annie-i-over!" oh my gosh! SO fun... i probably havent played since i was like 10, but it was soo good. there was probably like 6-7 of us at first...but people just kept joining! haha, they'd come outta the dorms or stop while they were driving by. we probaby ended up with like 12 or so. it was sooo fun. we played for almost 2 hrs i bet. :)

i guess thats about it...but, i have a movie thats like, 5 days late. damn.

criticism

Any fool can criticize, condemn, and complain - and most fools do.

-Dale Carnegie

Against criticism a man can neither protest nor defend himself; he must act in spite of it, and then it will gradually yield to him.

-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

alright, so you guys dont like my writing. fine, dont like it. you think what i write about is stupid, deal with it. if its so dumb, dont read it. i'm going to keep writing, so u can either waste ur time reading my worthless writing, or u can find something better to do...since i'm sure ur time is very precious.