smile like you mean it

do you ever wonder how many people only seem happy, but have actually learned how to fake it really well? i dont know why i'm thinking about that...i am horrible at it. apparently i read like a book - everyone seems to know if something is wrong. i'm not sure i'm comfortable with that..i'd like to have my secrets ya know? :) (sidenote: i really am fine right now...not writing this is in a sadened state or anything)
i was talkin to lacey the other day, and we both agreed that we would love to be someone else for just one day. i mean, we'd still be ourselves - but in someone elses body. so we could just watch ourselves and see ourselves thru someone elses eyes.

i'm beginning to worry that if i dont write about him (or some other random boy thing i may have going on) that i wont have nething to say. thats a scary thought. i hope there's more to me then that :) i would like to think that every now and then i have something interesting to say.

BIG game today at 2:00...against lake region. we've lost to them twice, but if we can beat them by more then 15 today, then we force a coin toss to see who hosts the regional tournament. we have the potential to beat them, it just depends on whether or not we use it. if we cant beat them tonight, we need to at least play with them, make it a good game, so that we can prove (to ourselves mostly) that we can beat them when it really counts. wish us luck! :) i'll tell ya'll how it goes later tonight

Quote for the Day ~"See into life don't just look at it."~

[added on around 6:45]

hmm...well, we lost. good game (at times) but i, however...sucked. dont really feel like talking about it.

BUT my family came! woo hoo for that. gosh i LOVE my family, we're so close! my daddy, in all his 'i'm so skinny in all my 13 lbs lighter since Nov." glory, is possibly the best man in the whole world. and my mom is equally as wondermous. plus my little sister JoDee, and my grents...aw, good times.

itw as weird when they dropped me off at my dorm (we went out to eat). it felt like i would see them again in a few minutes. but then i got to the dorm and i was just sitting here, and all of a sudden i was like 'oh my gosh! i'm not gonna see them for like, 2-3 weeks! sad!" oh well, it was awesomastic to see them :)