it is certainly not a happy valentines day

so, i knew it would be...but today was a total bust :( thumbs down to today.

i really need to get over this whole romantic thing out of my system. i have valentines day so built up that if i'm single, its gonna suck.

its not even being single that sucked today as much as it was knowing that i miss him so much. crappage

oh well, its over in about 35 minutes :) and then i can resume detox.

sidenote: man i was crabby today..i totally apologize to all my friends, please still love me u guys! :)