sleepless pondering

10/27/04
what am i doing here
when will i know
is this the life i'm ment to lead
or is it time to go

the reasons for me being here
sometimes make no sense at all
i'm feeling things i cannot say
remaining crippled behind this wall

it seems that i have something to prove
if i fail then this was a waste
it's too late now;i cant go back
the consequence for a decision of haste