ode to the swing

okay so im not writing a poem or nething....sorry

tonight, was a real good night. first we all (teal, tate, haylee, laura, nate, josh, and myself) went out to a bonfire...good times, even tho apparently i attract smoke. i dont. promise.

then we moved on to the park. i love parks. merry-go-round first. always fun. relaxing in a weird way. then i hit the swings. the swing is by far, hands down, the best piece of playground equipment ever created. i could swing forever. especially at night. its so calm and relaxing...to just put ur head back and watch as the stars get closer, then farther away, then closer again. amazing feeling for me. and my head just clears and i can think.

tonight i got stuff figured out. finally. i wont go into details on what i was thinking about....but my conclusion is this - let it be - . just keep quiet and life will be much simpler for, well for the other party involved. i dont wanna complicate things cause at this point, we have a little over a month left together. and i dont wanna risk that. its too late

one month...seems like such a short time. it doesnt seem like enough to time to do everything, to know everything, to say everything. so why exacerbate things...i'll just let it be.